The Nerdy Girl Goes Back to Basics

Hello loyal followers, friends, readers, and people who somehow have stumbled upon this page,

Welcome one, welcome all! 

I’m now a year and four months into this lovely blog and first and foremost, I would like to thank everyone for reading. I truly appreciate it. This blog is my reprieve and my passion and I’m so glad that there are people out there in the great interweb who share my interests and find some truth or resonance in what I have to say.

You may have noticed that I do not get to post that often. I wish this were not the case, but work is a little life-consuming. With this said, I’ve decided to return to my original intentions with this blog: “this site serves all women by providing weekly columns, news, images, interviews, reviews, and guest posts.” Unfortunately, life and work got in my way and parsed everything down to weekly columns and then to bi-monthly columns. 

It’s time to fix this! I’m hoping to update this blog multiple times a week with, well, anything! Star Wars VII casting came and went and I didn’t even comment about it here. This will never happen again. This spot is for news, other articles, and, of course, my personal take on the latest, greatest, and most controversial insights from the nerd world. I hope you all continue reading as I share more exciting and hopefully interesting updates. As always, please comment and share on everything I post or reach me at thenerdygirlblog@gmail.com. 

LLAP,

Nerdy Girl

“I Have Faith in the Narrative,” or Why I Love Television and Film

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The King of the Nerds, Joss Whedon, is featured in a fantastic Entertainment Weekly cover article this week. The story covers everything in the Whedon-verse, from Roseanne to Buffy to Firefly to Avengers: The Age of Ultron. I found Whedon’s comments on film and television as media and as narrative most interesting and revealing.

On confidence and narrative:

“But I believed that if somebody gave me the chance to tell a story I would tell a story [well enough] that the person who gave me the chance would get their money back. Somebody once asked me if I have anything like faith, and I said I have faith in the narrative. I have a belief in a narrative that is bigger than me, that is alive and I trust will work itself.”

This right here, my friends, sums up why Joss Whedon is the King of the Nerds. Comments like this and essentially everything he says in the article align with the core of fandoms and media love and obsession: we have faith in these narratives. To the Doctor Who or Sherlock or Teen Wolf fandoms, the show is truly much more than a show. Like Whedon states, the show is alive in a way that we might never be able to truly understand. It has heart, it has breath, and it has soul. It even feels sometimes like it loves us back.

Which brings me to my purpose for this post: why do I love television and film so much? What seems at first like a simple question and a simple answer is actually one that I consider constantly and find both a million answers and no truly definitive answer. My first reaction is because I just do.

My second and most honest answer is that television, films, books, and basically any story in any format allows me to live a million lives. The human condition limits us to one life, one story, one trajectory, one narrative. Our lives begin, we live them for the most part through limitations and boundaries and narrow paths, and then they end. We experienced that one life and we filled it as best we can. But as oral stories first told us many centuries ago, our imagination and interest is also captivated by the true and fictional stories of others. Through paintings and oral traditions and books, we found ourselves defying our own human limitation: we got to live and breathe in another narrative.

Film and television took that magical ability to a new level, permitting our visual senses to join the party and creating a more immersive experience. When I sit down in front of the TV and watch The Walking Dead or Star Wars, every part of my mind joins in on the action and the narrative. It’s not necessarily that I feel like I’m fighting the Dark side too (though some times I do feel that way and it’s the best feeling ever) but it’s far more subtle than that. It’s like I’m a fly-on-the-wall; I get to be a part of the action and feel everything as each character does but I do not have to be the one behind the wheel.

While most people seem to watch television and film in a similar manner, I think those of us that are truly fans and identify under monikers like “Whovians” and “Trekkies” find even more in the platform. We get more out of a program than another life: we get that life and we get lessons, values, and insights for our own being. We take these elements and then we do more than just identify and share in a character’s experience – we literally extend the world that we read about or see on the screen. We see every possibility for our main characters and instead of demanding more from writers and showrunners and studios (which we also do), we take it upon ourselves to create more. A program becomes infinite; we don’t just live in new lives with a new film or episode, we literally move in. We live on board the TARDIS, or Serenity, or the Enterprise and we set course for new planets and new universes where we imagine all new species and galaxies. We adopt Tatooine or Asgard as our own planet, and see their entire society and their enemies. We exist here on planet Earth, likely on our couch or streaming from Netflix, and we exist in this other place.

I watch TV and films because it allows me to live a better life: I get my own life, family, friends, job, and home but through these programs, I live in other planets or alternate universes, I travel all of space and time, and I get to step outside of human limitation. Most amazing of all, thanks to the internet and Tumblr and Twitter and the like, I get to share these experiences with people just like me. It seems silly (and somewhat unnecessary) to say but this extension of life and this viewing ability makes me happy. These stories and narratives fill my soul with a greater understanding of myself, my friends, and humans. These narratives make me better and they make our world better: they enrich us, entertain us, and ultimately teach us more about being human and being ourselves.

This is why I watch television and films; this is why I’m at the cinema on the first weekend of a film release and why I pay a ridiculous amount of money to get a million channels and why I countdown for a program release. Just like Joss, I put my faith in the narrative, and let me tell you, it is so worth it.

Cosplay and the Female Form

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Cosplay is a very difficult thing to explain. It is hard to explain to those outside of the geek world, and it is even hard to explain to those within it. Cosplay’s intentions are earnest: dress up like a fictional character, or literally ‘costume play.’ In most cases, this is taken to an incredible degree, with almost every aspect of the costume complete to a T.

This bit of cosplay is fine; while I have no real desire to go to painstaking measures to dress like Rose Tyler or Queen Amidala, I commend those who do. It’s quite the commitment. What I take issue with is how overly-sexualized this habit has become. Of course, this issue begins with the character’s origins: women are hyper-sexualized in their original format. Wonder Woman’s boobs and ass were sketched within an inch of their life, and all of comic’s classic women were drawn in similar skin-tight latex apparel and breast-yielding tops. Despite their incredible powers, characteristics, and story arcs, these women are constantly reduced to their bodies and nothing more. Naturally, cosplay follows suit.

I want to suggest that cosplay normalizes the sexist nature of geek literature. When women literally choose to become the character and dress in their likeness, sex and all, they permit the industry to continue producing more sexualized characters that exist as little more than their figure. By wearing their likeness, you are allowing all that the character has come to represent. By emphasizing your own body in the costume that you yourself have created or paid for, you are granting another the right to utilize your form first as approval for continued actions and for generating the idea that women both appreciate and prefer to be cast in this light.

This is not to say that one should not participate in cosplay. By all means, be my guest, put on all the make-up and clothing and broomsticks and vortex manipulators. But please consider how your actions are interpreted by those who do not understand both the cosplay and personal purpose. Men already try to control the female body with their work, try not to literally hand yourself over to them with your dress-up.

-The Nerdy Girl

Return of the Jedi (Take Two)?

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Entertainment Weekly  is reporting that Mark Hamill and Carrie Fisher have both been contacted by producers to reprise their roles in the latest Star Wars episode. This follows last week’s announcement that Harrison Ford will likely be back as Han Solo. While this is certainly exciting and unexpected, it unsettles me just a bit. While I love me some Luke, Leia, and of course, Han, their stories ended with Return of the Jedi.

I understand why Disney wants their involvement, but I would rather their stories remain untouched and untarnished. These three characters, along with Chewy, C3PO, and R2-D2 live on in our cultural imagination. To set their future in film would steal many of the imaginaries that fans have created over the years. Let these fan favorites rest in the unknown. I don’t need to know if Leia and Han got married and lived happily ever after and rode off into the dusty Tatooine sunset. It is safe to assume that Luke restored the Jedi order, but that is all I need to know about Luke. If he did restore the Order, then that is a great opportunity to see some new Jedis, let’s meet some new heroes. Listen, I love me some J.J. Abrams, I just hope he looks to this film as the perfect chance to re-boot the series with a totally fresh approach.

The Nerdy Girl Begins

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“You don’t look like a girl that would like Star Trek.”

I cannot tell you how many times I have been told that. Everyone from strangers, friends, co-workers, professors, even family members, have told me that. I always want to respond with “What on earth does that even mean?” but I usually just nod and continue talking about how excited I am about Benedict Cumberbatch’s reveal as Khan (let’s be honest, he’s definitely playing Khan).

I still remember seeing Star Wars for the first time. I was five and my dad took me to our local theatre for a special screening of A New Hope. My sister cried and we had to leave early, but that one hour of film bliss was all I needed. I have been obsessed with all things nerdy ever since. From Doctor Who to Firefly to Star Wars to Avengers to Lord of the Rings, if it features any sort of fantastical element, I have probably seen it, loved it, and obsessed over it.

The thing is, I’m not the usual nerdy viewer. I am a young, recent grad pursuing a career in a big city. More importantly, I am a woman. For years now, I have logged online only to find that my interests were dominated by men. Granted, the very nature of this form of entertainment is generated by men, but even that has changed over the last few decades. I have spent a lot of time looking for a nerdy source that was either created by or geared towards women, only to discover time and time again that it doesn’t exist. So I created this blog.

This blog is for all women who, like me, love nerdy things. If you love to read book after book, this site is for you. If you are anxiously counting down the days until the return of Doctor Who and Game of Thrones, this site is for you. If you miss Firefly every single day, this site is for you. If you went to the midnight premiere of The Avengers or The Dark Knight Rises, this site is for you. And, if you are worried but also secretly really excited about the return of Star Wars, then this site is for you.

I will be posting columns, news, images, and even some guest posts. Please follow along, comment, tweet, and read with me. Let’s take back the nerd from the guys and let’s normalize the nerdy girl.

– The Nerdy Girl